First time to post since Rand was born! wow!
Hey everyone! Sorry it's taken so long. I've just been keeping myself busy with two little ones.
It's been REMARKABLY easy! Brea absolutely loves her little brother and when he settles in for the night he'll sleep 6 hours straight nearly every night. The transition has been so smooth!
There have been some emotional times.. it took a little while for Andy to get adjusted to another baby in the family and not having all the free time together that we generally had, and it's taken a little while for me to get used to my sleep getting cut a little short again.
Sometimes though, I feel like I need to rant a little bit.
I'm 21 years old. I'm pretty sure I'm still what you'd call young.
Just because I might be a little too busy to do something doesn't mean I wouldn't like to at least be invited. Because there could be some days (and there have been my share) that I've been stuck here at home (one vehicle, Andy working evenings..) that I've been in tears just wishing I could have some kind of interaction with humans that know more than 20 words of the english language.
I hate feeling left out. :(
It can't be because it would be too much trouble with the babies... Rand sleeps all the time and Brea is incredibly well behaved.
It's just as though now that I'm a mommy I just wouldn't enjoy company of people my own age or even younger? Even older.. It's hard sometimes hearing all these plans and things going on with people I know and wishing I could have gotten an invitation. I'm not a party crasher, and I'm not about to ask 'hey can I come along..?' when it's obvious that I haven't been considered to invite. That just seems rude and defeats the purpose: I don't want to be somewhere I am not really wanted to be at, you know?
It just really, really stinks to feel left out and ignored.
Just a reminder for any of you baby-less younger people... just because someone has babies doesn't mean they don't appreciate your company or wouldn't like to just enjoy themselves upon occasion. Don't leave them out, please!!
Sorry if this turned out to be rant..
In other news, Rand is now 11 pounds! All the nurses were amazed to see how BIG he is. haha I forget how long he is... I know he's over 21 inches now. He picks his head up so well and looks around, when he's awake he's always trying to look at everything. We love him a lot! ;)
I think I'm going to jump off the computer for now. I don't have my cellphone with me in the evenings, so if you ever wanna talk, send me a message via here or facebook, if you'd like!
Love to all! ♥
One happy momma ♥
It's been REMARKABLY easy! Brea absolutely loves her little brother and when he settles in for the night he'll sleep 6 hours straight nearly every night. The transition has been so smooth!
There have been some emotional times.. it took a little while for Andy to get adjusted to another baby in the family and not having all the free time together that we generally had, and it's taken a little while for me to get used to my sleep getting cut a little short again.
Sometimes though, I feel like I need to rant a little bit.
I'm 21 years old. I'm pretty sure I'm still what you'd call young.
Just because I might be a little too busy to do something doesn't mean I wouldn't like to at least be invited. Because there could be some days (and there have been my share) that I've been stuck here at home (one vehicle, Andy working evenings..) that I've been in tears just wishing I could have some kind of interaction with humans that know more than 20 words of the english language.
I hate feeling left out. :(
It can't be because it would be too much trouble with the babies... Rand sleeps all the time and Brea is incredibly well behaved.
It's just as though now that I'm a mommy I just wouldn't enjoy company of people my own age or even younger? Even older.. It's hard sometimes hearing all these plans and things going on with people I know and wishing I could have gotten an invitation. I'm not a party crasher, and I'm not about to ask 'hey can I come along..?' when it's obvious that I haven't been considered to invite. That just seems rude and defeats the purpose: I don't want to be somewhere I am not really wanted to be at, you know?
It just really, really stinks to feel left out and ignored.
Just a reminder for any of you baby-less younger people... just because someone has babies doesn't mean they don't appreciate your company or wouldn't like to just enjoy themselves upon occasion. Don't leave them out, please!!
Sorry if this turned out to be rant..
In other news, Rand is now 11 pounds! All the nurses were amazed to see how BIG he is. haha I forget how long he is... I know he's over 21 inches now. He picks his head up so well and looks around, when he's awake he's always trying to look at everything. We love him a lot! ;)
I think I'm going to jump off the computer for now. I don't have my cellphone with me in the evenings, so if you ever wanna talk, send me a message via here or facebook, if you'd like!
Love to all! ♥
One happy momma ♥





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