If you feel so empty
So used up, so let down
If you feel so angry
So ripped off so stepped on
You're not the only one
Refusing to back down
You're not the only one
So get up
sooo im "grounded until further notice" hahah.
gotta work on some issues between the parentals and me so im not sure when ill be on here next.
just so you know i havent died!
I know that you’re an artist,
but you’re the hardest one to deal with.
Everything that you conceal
is revealed on your canvas.
You find all of your ugly meanings
in all of the things I find beautiful.
Do you see the fall is coming?
Come, I’m falling into you.
You perceive all of these things
I’d never have known.
Love, will you turn off the lights?
Cause we’re already home.
You painted me in pastel,
colors that don’t tell of any boldness.
That’s the way you’d love to see me:
so delicate, so weak, so little purpose.
But your eyes are drawn of charcoal
they’re black, they’re so cold, they’re so imperfect.
Because they see a sleeping world,
where waking isn’t worth it.
You perceive all of these things
that I’d never have known.
Love, will you turn off the lights?
Cause we’re already home.
update stuff. Im getting a car :) even tho i cant get my license until january. im excited, its pretty haha. i get it saturday i think? we test drove it last night and have to go back with my dad saturday so im excited.
okay im going to rant about my art teachers, actually most art teachers right now.
- Isnt art supposed to be about the feeling and emotion behind the art? Well all we get taught is techniques and im not saying its bad to be taught the techniques but it seems that the emotional part of art, the raw part, is completely forgotten by most people who do/teach art. Maybe thats just my school, and my past schools, but it seems like they dont care about the emotion behind the art, which is the big part of it. thats been annoying me lately in my art class but oh well.
josh is being mean and not doing the taggy thingy, im going to do it since i was tagged also.
alrighty.
1. i dye my hair a lot, i'm not sure what the natural color is. its blonde i think and i'm never going back blonde, take that to the bank
2. i'm really shy, but once i get really comfortable around you i turn psycho. seriously, i make random weird noises. ask anyone i'm close to
3. i get random obsessions easily, and i don't let it go for a long time.
4. i STRONGLY dislike the jonas brothers, liked them a while ago because they weren't half bad looking. now they resemble girls.
5. i listen to heavy metal. no one really believes me when i tell them that.
6. i dont get along with most girls, just because girls have a lot of drama and i dont act like a girl when it comes to most stuff. so most of my close friends are guys.
7. i hate country, so dont play it around me i might gag.
8. I got a death threat and had to call the cops :) pretty sweet huh? hahaha
okay im done :)
i tag everyone who hasnt done one.
cough cough....josh.....
haha yeah your random noises are amazing. yay for #5 i get that too :] #6 is pretty true which is sad. girls are really dramatic. i miss you. the end. ps you should to the taggy thingy
thats why youre my bff! cuz your ridiculous. i wouldnt have it any other way... lol #2 is very true. #8 was scary. I remember it like it was last week....... haha
so ill be the unofficial spokesperson for josh since he wont be on here for a longg time haha. he stayed in his gmas house, the room him and a couple other kids were staying in got hit by a tree and it ripped off part of the roof. in the front a tree fell and ripped off more of the roof, and then fell on the truck of a lady staying with them. then that tree continued to ruin more stuff so it smashed the garage and car of their neighbors haha. no power, no cell phone reception.
theres the josh willis information.
so my stepbrothers live in houston also, and one came up to stay with us but the other one stayed and he went out with the police men pulling trees off houses and cars and clearng the streets of poles and whatnot. pretty sweet.
