I'm doing alright. I've been here in Joliet since monday, and I'll be staying for 2 weeks and then going back home (to Trenton).
Adam's grandparents have given me a house rent free. It's small (1 bedroom, a living room, dining room, kitchen, and bathroom), it's not in good condition, I need to do alot of repairs (and of course Adam is helping me). I have to repair the roof, tear down the cieling in the kitchen, repair some nicks and scratches in the walls, bug bomb (twice), and then redecorate. The problem is finding the money to do it all.
I've been looking very hard for a job... any job at this point. A factory closed down IN Trenton, and that's 500 jobs just in my town lost, with no warning. A few other factories have shut down close by, so nearly 2,000 people have been fired in my vicinity. That makes finding a job in Trenton extremely hard.
I have alot going on, and I get stressed out easily wondering how I'm going to pay for food and electricity and water. My dad was nice enough to help me out with some clothes. I really had worn out the ones I was wearing. All I need in that dept. is a few more shirts and I'll be good to go.
When I get home I'll be applying at grocery stores and fast food restaurants.
Joy.
However I am very blessed. It may not be a nice house, but it is a good one. I have Adam and he's been very good to me. My family support me and help me out as much as possible. I may be getting a dependable car very soon for only $1,000 from a close friend of Adam's. I am able to go to church. I have made some really good friends in Trenton. I always have enough food (if not more than enough) and enough blankets to keep me warm.
I am blessed and I try not to forget it. I'm not just blessed I'm a little spoiled.
Adam has a job now, I'm so proud of him. He's a chef at a very upscale restaurant. He's doinng very well and I just wanted everyone to know (I'm excited about it).
lol, anyway... if you don't mind I'd like to ask for some prayers.
1. Baby Mackenna... she was born about 2 weeks ago and she had a major heart defect. She has undergone open heart surgery and is doing better than anyone expected, but she's still very sick. Please pray for her quick recovery and for her parents.
2. Adam and I... we're both making some difficult decisions. Please pray God's will is done
3. LeeAnn... she's pregnant (again!) and while I'm very excited, and thrilled, I'm also very worried. Please pray that the baby/babies stay healthy (as well as LeeAnn).
4. Adam's Dad... he had a heart attack about a week ago. He's doing better now, but still sick. Please pray that God heals him.
Through Christ all things are possible... thank you for your prayers, and everyone have a wonderful day!
I would hav called u but I thought u said ur fone was messed up!?!?! I love u 2!! I''l try and get the number from leeann I miss u call me if u hav my number bc I got alot of cleaning 2 do 2day and alot of work I need 2 do in school :P but how r u!?!?! wat? u with ur dad??? do tell missy :)
so Jeaslous that you get to see daddy but i'm glad your able to see him!!! i'm glad you got you a place to live even if it does have alot of bugs and work to be done to it!!! It is a great blessing to have a place to live especially when weather begins to get cold... have fun with daddy!!! Love You Shelly!!!
not much new. I'm back home now, and I'm having a good time. Adam may be starting a construction business with his cousin Clint. They've been getting things together and putting out flyers since we've gotten back.
Although I'm not sure how many people will call for a "Free Estmte" or for "Strom Repair" (thank you, Clint).
Adam and I have moved upstairs now... it was a welcome home surprise... but maybe not such a *welcome* one. It actually kinda sucks, but it has it's advantages.
Anywho, ya'll tell me wut's been going on with you.
Hey ya'll!! Been a while I guess. I'm over at my Uncle Larry's house. He's been nice enough to offer me a ride to my Papa and Gramma's 50th Wedding Anniversary. The way over here was TERRIBLE, but we got it worked out and now we're ready to go!! I'm really excited about seeing my family this week! I can't wait!!!
if you get on here tell jenny the person I was supposed to cut grass for isn't home and i'm ready for her to pick me up but if not i'll go across town and give her a call in few
Alright....now I can get back to you. Sorry it took so long. As for your question, I believe the most basic and fundamental response to that sort of mindset begins with Jeremiah 10:23 - "I know, O LORD, that a man's life is not his own; it is not for man to direct his steps." This passage indicates that we cannot find our own way to salvation. God is the one who provides those directions. Therefore, if we're going to find a way to be saved, we must understand that the way must be found within God's word. There are no passages that indicate that belief in Jesus alone is enough. There are passages that call for baptism and repentence (Acts 2:38). There are also passages that require continued obedience (Col. 1:21-23). I'm sure you're familiar with that and many other passages. However, I believe it is very important to note that there is no way to repent without God's word. I'm sure your fiance understands the need to be not continue to sin, but even he would probably have to admit that the only way to know what is sin and what we must repent of is found in God's word. And, if that's the case, why wouldn't God's word also determine what is right or wrong when it comes to how we are to be saved in the first place?
I did have one other thing to add though. Please understand where I’m coming from. Of course you know this, but Megan and I are engaged as well. We’ve been together for quite a while, so we’ve certainly had our fair share of arguments and bad times. Things are great now, but there were times where our disagreements were enough that we simply couldn’t be married until they were resolved. And that’s between two people who are of the same mindset and viewpoint when it comes to God’s word. The “same faith” some may call it.
However, as you’ve indicated to me, you and Adam aren’t exactly on the same page. Even to the degree that you consider it a problem. I would ask you to strongly consider what kind of impact that may have on you in the future. You’re old enough to make your own decision, and someone like me certainly cannot tell you what you can or cannot do in this instance. But I would ask you to think about the fact that even those “on the same page” spiritually have our own difficulties in relationships. I, for one, would not want to add to that stress by committing myself to someone who may never agree with my beliefs and may strongly argue against them. Having children in the future would create an even more difficult situation. So, as I said, please understand what I mean by all of that. I’m not here to be all old-fashioned and grouchy by telling you things you’ve probably already heard before. I’m just here trying to say that these sorts of things truly do have an big impact on our happiness, well-being and, sometimes, our salvation.
jason and leeann are suck dorks??? okay... neways... I love u!!!!!!!! and I'm soooooooooooooooooo so so so so so happy that I got 2 c u!!!!!!!!!! *HUGS* btw please get on more!!!!
have u looked at the 25 cent picture i sent you??? i hope so! b/c it's a cute one of laura! aND guess what... i talked to dad today... u talked to him yesterday and uuuu didn't tellll him about 9-19!!!!!!!! u are a stinky that doesn't want dad to knowww!! but it's okay, i told him... love u!
