I am such a slacker so I am going to catch up here for a quick second. Well I got a new job working at a different coffee shop and i am going to be a store manager. i am kind of nervous about this bc it is a lot to be responsible for. so i start that this week and i am hoping to be more confortable with my money situation. i just got my hair done yesterday with highlights and lowlights and it looks really different! it is darker than i am used to but i really like it. thing are going really well with my man, we will be celebrating our 9 months together, next weekend. so that is pretty exciting. well that is a quick catch up!!

I am living in my new apt now, although i feel like i am at work more than at home. i like having my own space but i am really out of money. here is a list of the contents of my fridge:water, beer, butter,mayo and cheese. yeah. so this morning i was awoken to stevie nicks playing a concert in the apt above me. it was hard to be mad bc it was a really good song. so things are busy now but not too bad. i am spending my day off watching the disney channel and doing laundry. how much excitement!

I feel like i havent written on this forever! i have been working alot and being grouchy. people at my work make me grouchy. my manager makes me really grouchy. so i have been moping around not doing much of anything. i am supposed to have today and tomorrow off from work andi need it bc i am burning out. then my manager calls me this morning to see if i can work tomorrow morning bc somebody quit today. bleh. i am going to "go postal" at the coffee shop. the good thing that i have going is that i am supposed to be getting my apt her in the next week and a half. i am not looking forward to moving but it will be nice to be able to be alone. i think i am going to go to a movie now and not worry about work!

so today i turned 24. it is funny that i kept telling everyone that i was turning 24 but at some point in the day you have to accept the fact that you now have to say that you actually are 24.i guess that mine was about 5pm wheni gave in and accepted it. i am kind of depressed though bc it seems like birthdays are getting less and less special every year. that kind of sucks. i mean i didnt just sit around but ya know. i did go and get a massage and a pedicure and they were fabulous. later one of my friends got mad at me for something so stupid and made my dinner really akward. isnt that so mean to get mad at someone on their birthday and then sit and not talk at their birthday dinner? then everyone just left me after dinner and then i was really depressed. luckily another friend let me talk her into seeing the sisterhood of the traveling pants again and so a big group of us went. so it ended up being pretty good but its just not how it was when i was little. welcome to reality i guess. and my man friend didnt even call me until 630!helloooooo! what a positive person i am today. well tomorrow is another day!

So tonight i hosted a candle party that i didnt even want to have. its like i was forced to feel dumb. Not very many people showed up and it just kind of sucked. the people that were there had fun but ya know. my funny story is about a girl that i knew from college and she was a pretty good friend. i dont talk to her a whole lot, but she and her sister came to the party.she said outloud that she wanted to order something but wasnt sure how to fill out the form. then she was talking about hosting her own party and i was kind of excited because then i get a little but more of a discount for the stuff that i order. after the party i was talking to my friend that threw the party and i was saying that i should wait and buy something when the other girl had her party since she bought something at mine. she looked at me and said, oh well she didnt order anything. the girl decided to wait until her party to order so that she could get a discount. i was dumbstruck. i dont care if people ordered something or not but she made such a fuss about ordering and then she didnt. i just thought that was so rude and selfish. it just made me think, is this someone that i callmy friend? this is the same girl that i can and talked to her class about the desh a few weeks ago. i went out of my way to do something nice for her and what do i get? the shaft!