at 12/22/09 1:30AM
As I sat around the dinner table on Saturday night, looking at my ENTIRE family sitting there together, I had a swell of joy in my heart. Family is the second most important thing in my life. The first, of course, is God. I wish I could express in words how much that dinner meant to me. I don't know if we will all ever be together in the same room again. Hearing my grandma tell stories of her childhood, seeing my uncle look proudly at his son who lives so far away, hearing the giggle of my 1 year old niece, hearing all 3 of my sisters sing together again.... it was pure happiness and for just a moment, I felt like I got a taste of heaven.
I am looking forward to this next year to see what it brings. I am learning (slowly) that my plans are not God's plans, and He has surprises and opportunities in store for me that I cannot even dream about. I hope and pray that you all have a safe, happy holiday season! See you next year!
at 11/22/09 11:49PM
There's been a song going through my head with Thanksgiving right around the corner. It's called "Grateful". I wanted to share the lyrics with you!
"I've got a roof over my head
I've got a warm place to sleep
Some nights I lie awake counting gifts
Instead of counting sheep
I've got a heart that can hold love
I've got a mind that can think
There may be times when I lose the light
And let my spirits sink
But I can't stay depressed
When I remember how I'm blessed
Grateful, grateful
Truly grateful I am
Grateful, grateful
Truly blessed
And duly grateful
In a city of strangers
I've got a family of friends
No matter what rocks and brambles fill the way
I know that they will stay until the end
I feel a hand holding my hand
It's not a hand you can see
But on the road to the promised land
This hand will shepherd me
Through delight and despair
Holding tight and always there
It's not that I don't want a lot
Or hope for more, or dream of more
But giving thanks for what I've got
Makes me so much happier than keeping score
In a world that can bring pain
I will still take each chance
For I believe that whatever the terrain
Our feet can learn to dance
Whatever stone life may sling
We can moan or we can sing
Grateful, grateful
Truly grateful I am
Grateful, grateful
Truly blessed
And duly grateful!"
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!
at 09/28/09 11:15AM
We just had an EXCELLENT gospel meeting with Tim Norman last week. One of the lessons that made the biggest impressions on me was one entitled, "The most important thing is to keep the most important thing the most important thing." (Yes, I did type that right.) :) It was all about priorities. Something that I've been working on a lot lately. Basically, the main thing has to be God. How much time do we spend studying, praying, and trying to please Him; compared to the amount of time that we spend socializing, wasting our time on leisure activities, and trying to please others?
My internet was down for about 3 days, and I noticed that I suddenly had more time to read my Bible, pray, and help others. A shocking revelation, I'm sure, but it made a huge impression on me paired with the lesson from Mr. Norman. Therefore, I have decided to time myself on the internet every day. I'm going to see if 30 minutes a day allows me to get the necessary things done, catch up with a few friends, and ultimately spend my time more wisely.
Let's all keep God the "Main Thing"! :)
at 09/19/09 12:03PM
I love fall. I think I post this phrase every year, the moment that I need to wear a sweater in the mornings and I smell the brisk air in the evening. :)
School is going pretty well so far. I enjoy being a returning teacher, knowing a few things about how the year will go. I am still teaching PE, music and drama for kindergarten through 8th grade. So far I've had 2 kids kick me, 1 kid choking himself during class, 3 kids who have thrown temper tantrums, and about 280 other students who make it all worthwhile.
My dad is in Thailand right now teaching business principles according to the Bible to businessmen over there, and my mom is in Florida visiting my little sisters. It's been quite an experience learning how to take care of a house and my grandmother by myself. I have been living with my parents since I moved back to Colorado, and I've forgotten a little bit how to keep house, cook meals and work full time, all at once. The house is much quieter since Kerri left and I miss her terribly.
Today is one of my first Saturdays off, so I'm going to finish all of the house cleaning and school preparation for the week before I have my fun, relaxing time.
at 09/08/09 12:31AM
To those ladies who responded to my last post, the words "thank you" seem so small, yet they are all that I have. I received more encouragement than I ever expected. It came flowing in from here and Facebook and cards and texts and words of encouragement. God answered my prayers through you all.
Well, this is what you taught me and what I learned about being a single girl. I hope that this helps or encourages someone else out there like it did me:
- God ALWAYS knows what's best.
- Satan can use our loneliness to pull us away from God.
- Pray in faith, believing that God hears us.
- Feeling lonely is natural and you are not alone.
- The lonely feeling will continue even when you are married if God is not enough.
- It is a good thing to desire a husband.
- Enjoy your freedom with time, travel, finances, friends, family, and take advantage of being single.
- Find what you CAN do at this point in your life.
- Pray more. Pray more. Pray more.
- Keep learning about marriage and how to be a good wife even while you are single.
I am working on a possible girls retreat for single girls for this spring or next summer. I think it was Joanna who mentioned it first on my last post, and several of you seemed interested. I think some of us could use this to refocus and to lift each other up through this transitional point in our lives. We all need encouragement. If you're interested, let me know. I'll try to find a central location and then we can get the word out to others. Give me any suggestions that you might have (location, topics, time, duration, etc.).
Thank you again, and I will pray for each of you like you did for me. Have a wonderful week. I love you all!