So...what now?

Man, this place (pleonast) is foreign to me. I hardly know what to do with myself. Here I am, sitting on my bed in Arkansas (if that can still be called my bed) trying to think of something creative and witty to say to announce my re-arrival. And I got nothin. Still, I have a head cold so at least I have something to blame. I hope no one is too terribly offended by my lack of an elaborate re-introduction, but really, forgiveness is a wonderful thing, and I'm doing you a favor if I help you to learn it.
  • heliocentric
    =) I'm glad you're back! And I can relate to the "if that can still be called my bed"... My parents are in the process of replacing my brother's and sister's beds at home with double-beds, since they're both married now and both have kids, and they told me they're going to go ahead and replace mine with a double-bed too. I said "Oh really? Well, I wouldn't worry too much about it. Really, there's no hurry at all..." I guess that has nothing to do with it, but it really just doesn't feel like home anymore.
    by heliocentric at 08/12/09 4:22PM
  • sirtorin
    Welcome back! =)
    by sirtorin at 08/12/09 4:24PM
  • AlanL
    Hello.
    by AlanL at 08/12/09 4:30PM
  • sirtarin
    Greetings! =)
    by sirtarin at 08/12/09 5:53PM
  • chooselove
    you're still in BG for real, though, right?
    cause we still have that pending lunch date, once i get the yet-to-be attained job & whatnot.
    in any case, welcome back.
    by chooselove at 08/12/09 7:19PM
  • thatonegirl
    forgiven!
    by thatonegirl at 08/12/09 11:10PM
  • heliocentric
    Did I mention I'm glad you're back?
    by heliocentric at 08/15/09 9:38PM
  • kytar_heel
    YOU are silly
    by kytar_heel at 08/27/09 8:49PM
  • tom_bombadil
    WB
    by tom_bombadil at 09/04/09 9:08PM
  • chooselove
    i just realized that your name for me on pleo is Naomi.
    i like that :]
    by chooselove at 09/07/09 11:48AM
  • fullofgrace

    happy
    holidays!
    by fullofgrace at 12/24/09 2:03PM

And in this crazy life...

So for about a year now I have been completely, 100%, totally, absolutely, without a doubt....burnt out on life. As you can imagine, this is not really a good thing. It messes you up in a big way. It makes you dislike your self and everyone around you. It makes you negative and self absorbed. It makes you lazy and apathetic. All the way around, it just does not do good things for you.

I'm getting back into life....and I'm really diggin' on it. I've been to Houston once, went back to Dry Creek, let down lots of boundaries between me and some old friends. I've been reading ALOT, singing, and thinking. Lots of thinking. It's been a good summer. And something tells me the best is yet to come.
  • dr_corndog
    Wow, a whole year? Glad to hear you're picking yourself up again.
    by dr_corndog at 06/17/08 12:47PM
  • desi
    I miss Jessalyn!!!! Call me! Mayhaps we can get together somehow this summer.
    by desi at 06/17/08 6:08PM
  • flattyer
    Yay Jessalyn! I'm so glad you were able to be a part of Dry Creek this year :) I miss you already!
    by flattyer at 06/18/08 12:03PM
  • suttonscribe
    Jessalyn, I can't remember when you didn't sing. Singing is good for the soul.
    by suttonscribe at 06/23/08 11:44AM
  • chooselove
    i always wondered if you ever felt burnt...i guess you can, too. yay!! you're human after all ;)
    by chooselove at 06/25/08 1:37PM
  • jmetzger
    Hey, I'm glad to hear you're getting back into life! It's really an exciting, beautiful, and wonderful gift from God if we use it in His service. See you in a couple months!
    by jmetzger at 06/27/08 10:49PM
  • kytar_heel
    sometimes when life looses it's appeal i go camping
    by kytar_heel at 07/15/08 8:34PM
  • kytar_heel
    or sometimes i watch funny videos on youtube, it just depends
    by kytar_heel at 07/15/08 8:34PM
  • kytar_heel
    spending time with motivated people also helps. enthusiasm is very contagious
    by kytar_heel at 07/15/08 8:36PM
  • pleovillin
    Let me be the first to offer you a new beginning on my weblog. It is the only way; search your heart, you know it be true.
    by pleovillin at 08/20/08 11:27AM
  • pleovillin
    by the way, al_gore is the devil.
    by pleovillin at 08/21/08 8:38PM
  • kailua
    Today is Christopher Mongeon's Birthday!
    by kailua at 09/11/08 11:35AM
  • dougie
    just saying hi
    by dougie at 10/01/08 11:47PM
  • al_gore
    Hey! No I'm not!
    by al_gore at 10/04/08 1:23AM
  • sirtarin
    Hello. This is a Hamilton Twin. =)
    by sirtarin at 11/30/08 4:45PM
  • sirtorin
    ^ And this is the other.... =)
    by sirtorin at 12/04/08 3:39PM
  • sirtorin
    Happy New Year!
    by sirtorin at 01/01/09 5:49PM
  • chooselove
    i wonder if more than a year later you still feel burnt now that you've left the panhandle...
    it was nice talking tonight, not that i think you'll see this anytime soon, or ever.
    by chooselove at 07/02/09 10:25PM
  • heliocentric
    You need to come back. Because I'm back. And you're the one who got me started on this whole business anyway!
    by heliocentric at 07/25/09 11:35PM
  • heliocentric
    You need to come back. Because I'm back. And you're the one who got me started on this whole business anyway!
    by heliocentric at 07/25/09 11:35PM

Inward musings.

I have started journaling again. Nothing like good ole self reflection.

I'm tired. And home. I have too much stuff.
  • AlanL
    Hi, there! Having too much stuff makes for a crowded life.
    by AlanL at 05/03/08 8:39PM
  • ctburks
    good idea :)
    by ctburks at 05/04/08 1:32PM
  • dr_corndog
    Well I hope you don't think this counts as a legitimate journal entry. I expect real content when I read a blog update, ma'am.
    by dr_corndog at 05/04/08 2:15PM

Standard idiosyncrascies

I love Russian things. Art, music, literature, ballet, gymnastics, dark and gloomy atmosphere. I would absolutely love to go to Russia. I love Ayn Rand, Tolstoy, Rachmaninoff, Dostoevsky, Rubinstein, Tchaikovsky, Mussorgsky, and.....not.....communisim. To me, it is such a fascinating culture. I have been musing over these things as of late.

Chorus tour starts at 5:30 tommorow morning. It is nearly immpossible to pack for spring break in a carry-on size suitcase. I'm doing my best...packing lots of mix and match staples. I had to include at least one pair of vintage shoes....I do love my grandmother...even though it is because of her that I could never learn Russian.

I've been reading Proust was a Neuroscientist. It's brilliant. Literature and science combined= the essence of my soul. I look up physiological psychology majors tonight....turns out they don't exsist in undergraduate form. I'll stick to me biochemistry.

Speaking of majors...I'm getting ready for my sophmore recital. I have a Handel aria that is so insanely hard, but so much fun that I cannot give it up. It's called Sweet Bird. Pretty much, it is me singing like a bird. So fun.

Sorry for this jumble of thoughts. I'm just rambling.

Die Nacht ist kommen.....Ich muss schlafen.
  • dwatkins
    I wrote my handwriting sample for the Life Enrichment program tonight in German. Es war sehr gut.

    Wie lieblich sind deine Wohnungen, O Herr! Es sehnt sich meine Seele nach dem Vorhof des Herrn.
    by dwatkins at 03/07/08 12:42AM
  • desi
    Oooh chorus tour :) Have fun, dear!
    by desi at 03/07/08 12:46AM
  • chooselove
    i didn't realize ayn rand was russian. shows what i know even though i've read a good bit of her stuff
    by chooselove at 03/07/08 7:49PM
  • chooselove
    schlafst du gut! (that could be entirely wrong, but you get the idea)
    by chooselove at 03/07/08 7:50PM
  • cmvermont
    *insert something witty in german, here*
    by cmvermont at 03/08/08 12:19AM
  • AlanL
    Der Nachmittag kommt, ich mu ein Schlaefchen halten. (The babelfish is my friend.)
    by AlanL at 03/11/08 2:58PM
  • jmetzger
    Neuroscience is so fascinating! I wish FC offered a course in that. Let's convince them.
    by jmetzger at 03/11/08 7:27PM
  • pianobub
    Good luck with elections today!
    by pianobub at 04/03/08 7:58AM
  • natestation
    I read Crime and Punishment. That's a pretty Russian-esque book.
    by natestation at 04/07/08 11:57PM

As garnered sheaves.....

I want to read.
  • desi
    You'll have to fill me in on how the musical was...I'm sure you were brilliant! I miss you!! Much love!
    by desi at 02/04/08 12:42AM
  • mre
    ooooooooo lets read!
    by mre at 02/19/08 12:26PM
  • AlanL
    I want to ride.
    by AlanL at 02/20/08 3:07PM
  • dougie
    Hey how are you?
    by dougie at 02/23/08 11:14PM