at 09/13/07 7:56PM
I have a new username. New year of gold - new blog.
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at 08/01/07 3:51PM
I just received this email from Robert Gabhart:
"Wiser folks think that parents will bring campers to Winter Camp even if we do start the day after Christmas this year. Which just proves that when you create something that is really good for young people,folks believe it i s irreplaceable. So -- not being one to stand in the way of things that are good for young people, we will have Winter Camp as we have for the last 12 years or so. Campers will come in on Wednesday afternoon, December 26, at 3:00 and leave on Saturday morning at 11:00. We will have Bible class on Wednesday evening and on Thursday
and on Friday -- with a holiday party closing things out on Friday evening."
Praise God!!!
at 01/07/07 11:36PM
Well, I've become a little creeped out by the widespread access to my blog. I'm announcing that in the future all posts will be private - i.e. pleonast friends only will be able to view. Not that I love all of you any less...in fact, if I've even remotely heard of your name, I'm willing to be friends with you. I love you guys (generally!) and hope that you hackers don't feel too bad about having to actually join Pleonast to spy on me further.
This is one of the benefits of going gold!
Galatians thoughts: since only
Bekah has shown any interest, we may have our own private symposium.
God bless and Stop Sinning! (I Cor. 15:34) (thanks
Dominic)
D-train/D-wat/D-squared/D-dub/Meh!
at 08/01/06 1:42PM
This is going to be long...
I had a great time this weekend, thanks to the Westside lectures! Getting to see friends and brothers and sisters in Christ is always uplifting. I really appreciated David Banning and Bubba Garner - their lessons were thought-provoking, encouraging, and well-presented. I don't care for David's youth workbooks, but the lesson was great! I was finally able to get some of my emotional turmoil off my chest to my fabulous sisters at Chili's Friday night. The Holders at Castleberry were so kind in opening up their home to every spare teenager Sunday night! I was so impressed, I even sent them a card. (Woah!) My dad commented, "Wow, you are your mother's thoughtful son." I said, "Yeah, but I'm your son too, because I used a card, envelope, and stamp that all belonged to Mom!" I sent a card to Bro. Ed Britt (Plant City, FL) too, because...umm...just because.
I also (finally) made good on my last post, and have begun (again!) being completely focused on God. Bubba's lecture sort of pulled the rip cord on my idling spiritual lawnmower! (How's that for a weird Daniel analogy?) The complacency will probably sneak back in at some point, but not for long! I am more determined than I've ever been before, I think, and have already noticed some answered prayers and more positive results coming from this dedication. It's not enough to be fully dependent on God, I've learned. You still have to be and to do on your own...Past prayers are appreciated and Future prayers are desired. He is answering them now! Praise to Him!
Jesus said, "To whom much is given, much is required." It seems to me that these last few days I have been tested a great deal by this statement (really, all of my life, but I never really noticed). This may sound extremely arrogant - it's not arrogant, and I'm not a jerk, but I'm trying to be humble, and it's from the heart, so please don't misjudge me, and how many commas, can I sneak in this sentence, (!) - but I hate being better than everyone else. Now, before you freak out, let me explain. I don't mean that I am intrinsically better than anyone else, or that my soul is more valuable, or I should be treated with more respect. God has given me some incredible talents, and sometimes it just irks me that others aren't as good at something as I am.
What started this train of thought was the Saturday afternoon singing at Westside. I was clearly one of the better songleaders - not the best. Claiming to be the best would be arrogance, and it would not be true anyway - and it was so discouraging and distracting to me, trying to worship with all this mediocre song leading - more like song starting. I know God doesn't care about ability - He cares about the heart - and I know I used to stink too. But this discouragement is just beating me down. What can I do? I know this is a personal hangup that I just need to get over, but how? I love my brothers in Christ - especially other song leaders. Hence my statement, I hate being better than everyone else. My dad told me last night, "With a lot of talent comes a lot of responsibility," and reminded me of my need to be patient!
In other news, this Job class is still killing me, and the Queen song "Don't Stop Me Now" has been stuck in my head since Sunday morning! It's great! But at least I don't have "O aula nobilis" stuck anymore...knock on wood...!
Thanks, and God's blessings on all of you, and on me, and help me be humble...
D-train
at 07/24/06 11:34AM
A Death Cab song popped into my head...hence the title.
I know that I'm connected to all of six people right now, but hopefully this will change.
I had fun last week at camp - I also worked my posterior off! - but I was spiritually disappointed...I've worked myself into another trough of complacency, and I was subconsciously hoping that camp would recharge me, like it always has.
But my time was pretty much divided up between working and sleeping. In years past, I've seen JC's come to Bible Classes regularly, though late; I figured it would be much the same this year. For some reason, the schedule that Richard "Pickles" Fontenot drew up had us working a lot more than in previous years. Jimmy and Becca both noticed that they were working a lot more this year than they ever had before as a JC (which for Jimmy is a lot - this was his fifth time as a jc!). I didn't get to go to any Bible Classes - not many morning or evening devos. Even when I led singing, I couldn't lead the songs I really wanted to lead, because either we didn't have the books, or it was the morning devo and people were still tired and straggling in. (appropriate use of straggle?) And whenever I had free time, I was so exhausted that I didn't have the energy to do something spiritual...
I think God is trying to teach me that I can't rely on outside catalysts to motivate me to be closer to him and a more devoted Christian. I've tried camp, I've tried a girl, I've tried all sorts of things, events and people (all of which are good on their own, but I've tried to apply them for a higher purpose). If I'm going to live a more spiritual life, kick the last (and the worst) of my bad, sinful habits, and really devote myself 100% to God, then I'm going to have to want that on my own. Camp, or a friend, or anything else just isn't a strong enough pull for me, like I hoped it would be. I must have a burning desire for God. I'm reading "Diligently Seeking God" every day, and it has helped, but not enough.
What scares me, though, is that I keep shying away from keeping my promises of commitment to God because I'm too scared to fully commit. Some part of me is still satisfied with how things are, and until God helps me get that part into submission with what I want, I don't think I'll be able to truly change. What is it going to take?
Now, I'm not saying that I'm just going to wait until everything's peachy-keen. I must start living this life now!
Prayers are appreciated.
In other news, this book of Job class is scaring me to death! So much time and so little to do...strike that...reverse it.